I kept thinking that beautiful is something I needed to be. But... not now. I'd rather be...angry, intelligent, witty, klutzy (call me Crash any day), be interesting, or funny, and adventurous, crazy, or talented - there are an infinitesimal of other things to be other than beautiful. And what is beautiful anyway?? I'll make my own definition of amazing, always. That is so much more important to me than beautiful, ever.