Tuesday, March 9, 2021

What's With Today?




 It began with the car accident.

The wrecked car in the fast lane, the drowsy driving sign just ahead, another car peeling out of his way with less-than-desirable visibility. They swerve, thinking of course they could clear the parked car to their left.

They could not.

I get the call from his dad, the police have his contact information. Markus and I watch from car seats – wide-eyed as Martin and Ben drive back and forth to try and see anything more than a shattered side mirror on the side of the freeway.

It is not yet 4am.

I call the dispatcher, speak with an officer – begging profusely for more help when the Sargent calls back. He has scheduled a helicopter. They shuttled the car to the wrecking yard, stopping at the casino's store for security, photos, a missing person report. A container of chicken nuggets for a post-frenzied-morning snack.

Back home, I get the text with the words "they found him" and hit the floor with my knees to hear the distinct sound of a man saying he is alive, hypothermic, dehydrated and burns from the airbags exploding onto his hands above.

I unload the remaining photos – the rest of him is unscathed – and after Martin lays down for his nap, I find myself thinking back on the freeway picking tiny kaleidoscopes of ruby glass and cold metal from the concrete.

What’s with today? he says.