Friday, April 24, 2020

Rosy Thoughts


In my journal:
When you push your stroller past a group of elderly women, you’ll see in the turning gladness of their bodies a glimpse of the children they had been, turning toward the tin music of the ice cream van.


This is the time of year in which I am reminded that all people have goodness, and quite a lot of it. It’s the time of year in which businessmen driving BMWs, coffee-clutching mothers in minivans, school buses and garbage trucks and helmet-clad riders on triathlon bikes all come to a screeching halt, a total stand still, and wait patiently as a meek mother goose and her docile gaggle of eight amble across the road to safety.

I will never tire of the sight; an entire civilization making way for another. Ceasing business as usual to usher in an everyday miracle.


Aria has been hard at work in her latest humanitarian efforts to save the world. There are no-selfish roots in the quest, let the admission stand, as she’s intent only on gathering enough to feed the world for her just-now-finished play writing. 

They can have my written word! she says, before scampering off to the garden, and I’m left thinking of this odd spinning sphere and its twisty ways.


All else is all else: yardwork and wheelbarrows, painting finger-nails, blackberry chai. Ordering stacked vats of Chinese food and flinging the front door open, calling it a dinner party. Linen dresses coming out of storage, the faint familiarity of must and memories.

Rose dryer sheets for the old dress; rosy thoughts for the old wearer.