{Max - the piano man} |
Last night I expressed my concerns to my Father in heaven and I felt much much better, and I vowed to make some changes.
Today I: woke up and ran, had time to study and pray, cleaned my bathrooms, played with Molly, listened to Max play the piano - the same piano which Ben is taking with him when he moves out -had time to make cookies in my kitchen, listened to my boys talk, and watered my plants.
All before dinner time.
Not once did I check my e-mail during those activities. Of course I thought about it, but I didn't and it felt SO GOOD!
I felt liberated. Self-mastery is a good thing. After the boys were in bed I spent some time answering e-mails and writing this post. It was better. I am going to reengage myself and try not touch my phone while I am with my boys.